Tuesday, October 12, 2010

live. laugh. love

Like smoke, floating in and out of thoughts. A translucent being, not here nor there, just existing. With every drag I'm closer to that door that separates us from the reality of our being, the mystery of tomorrow. I'm here, but I live in the now, the promise of today. holding on to the true joys of my youth, for time does not wait. Each sway of the pendulum brings us closer to those tomorrows which we so mortally fear. I must embrace reality, indulging with the memories forever embedded in that place whose contents will never be revealed. They're mine, forever to keep. The joys forever mine to hold. The hearts, forever mine to love. Those lips forever mine to kiss, and so I dwell in these moments that need not be spoken, but felt. I'm here. And so I reminisce, let my mind unravel, the memories emerge, the waters fall of those moments time has captured and forever kept prisoners of my forgotten youth. The innocence we have tainted with the things of this world. What I would do for that peace. So many thoughts, emotions, and most importantly actions. So many laughs, so much rhythm, so many questions answered, so many more to ask. My life is one amazing journey, living in the today. No regrets. I have, I need, I want, I give, I love. Never hating, but embracing each misfortune as a new experience. There's just that one thing I long for. I may have found it, but I'll leave that to fate to unravel. For now, I enjoy my existence to the fullest, always learning, always loving, always laughing, forever waiting, for life is not to be rushed, but savored.

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